Seriously. i need help big time. I'm gunna seriously jump off an effing building. i cant go through this again. i cant stand by and watch another baby be taken. i wont do it. not again. i cant see that again. It's like it's tearing awa at me, and for once... i finally thought maybe something was going to go right... but i was very wrong. i cant hope for anything without all my dreams being torn at and crushed. This is how my life goes, and i dont want it anymore. I didnt askk for this.